I am going to explain my way of thinking as I run this election just to prove that I really do believe in honesty openness and equality for all. This in my opinion is a huge advantage to me but as the city reminded me when I had called to ask for information about the district that I’m looking to represent that they would know they said it’s not fair to tell me because then I’ll have to tell everyone else. I said great tell everybody else. Tell them I asked. They said no it doesn’t work that way. So apparently they don’t have the same equal access to calling and asking for the information that I genuinely wanted to know and because they don’t think to do that I am penalized because I genuinely cared for the information.
Yeah let’s keep the guy who actually trying to care to get some information that anybody could get by asking let’s not give it to him when he asks. Now everyone stays stupid! Yay!
I was not deterred because I am positive in my mission. I called the San Antonio police department and ask them because of the pandemic when were they planning to open up right along‘s again. They told me that they weren’t that it wasn’t an agenda issue. I asked if they would make an exception for people running for city council and the mayor candidates and he said let me check. So they came back and they told me that’s a great idea but unfortunately if we did for you would have to do it for everybody. I said OK thank you very much for your time and I hung up.I called the San Antonio police department and ask them because of the pandemic when were they planning to open up right along‘s again. They told me that they weren’t that it wasn’t an agenda issue. I asked if they would make an exception for people running for city council and the mayor candidates and he said let me check. So they came back and they told me that’s a great idea but unfortunately if we did for you would have to do it for everybody. I said OK thank you very much for your time and I hung up.
In my mind I was being completely transparent open and ethical. Maybe I don’t know what that actually means and that’s my problem and if you can please tell me what I could’ve done to include everybody else as well. What else could I have done?
I decided to look into what the ethics for campaigning actually are. Not what I thought because I was naive. There are two thresholds to campaign finance. $900 or nothing. any single person running for office that did that limit statistically should be the ones to lose.
To find out if my theory was flawed I decided to do an experiment. I decided to aim as high as I could go up to and including the presidency and see how far I can go with spending zero money or zero get them with spending very limited money. that is what I’m doing. I am going strictly by the attics without spending more money than I agreed to. And from this point forward I will spend not a dime to get as high as I can possibly go.
Again if I’m not actually as smart as I’ve always been told I am and finally starting to think that I am then I’m going to admit it laugh it off and things will go back to the way they were in a week after I get the mental health treatment I need to get my old way of thinking back so you know.
If you’re reading this then you are along for the ride good or bad. You will either see me actually achieve my dream I’m pretty much just turning the world into you know land of make-believe in Mr. Rogers neighborhood. or you are going to see me spectacularly burn out and probably fade away but I’ve been talking about you know if I’m wrong I’m going to burn out and very public opinion because I’ve already started so I mean either way it’s gonna be funny as hell to me and I hopefully you’ll find it funny too as the world becomes the world of myself and Mr. Rogers InVision
I’m calling it now. Good or bad I’m in it to win it because I’ll always believe in myself. You should believe in yourself too, and then get over yourself that the person you’re talking to is dumber than you. I look up to you with respect and assume that you know what you’re doing and I try to support you. I like to think you do the same but you don’t. As long as it isn’t something that I see genuinely could cause harm.
Maybe you believe in yourself so much that you can’t even fathom the idea that somebody else came up with an idea that seems so simple. because they aren’t as smart as you and if you’d actually focus on the problem you would come to the solution as well. But is not it is not your 100% committed vision so well you just heard about a small facet of the dream that I have your already convinced yourself why it’s going to feel when me I’m figuring out how it’s going to work I’m not saying like well you know oh shit if I do this this is going to happen. Do you know what if I do this then that is going to happen anyway and I’m going to do that because I’ve already decided to do it because it’s part of the plan.
It makes perfect sense to me but it didn’t two days ago when I had my mental break down because it was so outlandish even imagine to me that I could come up with something so simple that nobody else thought of. and that’s actually the difference between you and me I was worried there’s somebody else to be like oh I thought at first and I’m gonna have to apologize and I look like a fucking idiot and you’re just assuming it won’t work because nobody’s done it yet. Maybe you also did have the idea and I commend you and I want to work with you to get it better and actually find new so it works. M
y agenda is nothing evil which I don’t think people can comprehend